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every other instruments I've tried to learn I've given up on...so that is kind of a disadvantage.
Interesting, what other instruments have you tried and why did you give up?
It may be time to analyze it and make some predictions, then counteract them with clever practice routine, so you don't repeat this again (and again...)
I, for example, started by taking Piano accordion lessons, while wanting to play Bandoneon, thinking it's a Button accordion. Then I located Diatonic button accordion, took it for two weeks and learned to play it better, then in 4 months of PA lessons. But it didn't teach me, so I found a teacher for CBA and spent 5 years learning it. At no avail. So I quit and returned back to diatonic accordion, thinking it's too late to start Bandoneon. In the meanwhile I decided to bite the bullet and buy expencive English, because of it's perceived simplicity of keyboard. Bought Morse Albion and learned to rather advanced level only to find it's tuned too high and it's a bit too slow, so I traded it to a nice Lachenal Tenor in F, that is even slower, but it's tone is much much better. All the while I long for a Bandoneon, but am afraid of it's difficulty to learn. Have been eyeing Geuns' Hybrid, but it's chinese origin and reeds, supplied by the same manufacturer that makes reeds for Rochelle/Jackie don't make it appealing.
Tried harmonica, Ukulele and have nice Hohner Club, that I would like to trade for 3 row chromatic Saltarelle.
I'm stubborn and it doesn't serve me well. I always think: "OK, I'll give it a little bit more trial, then call it a day or keep forever", but ending up adding time to my trial. So I keep on learning English, while really longing for a nice Bandoneon, while been best at strings.
Hopeless case.
What's your ailment?